Just For Today…I AM…

In my life, I’ve Been a lot of things…
Daughter
Wife
Mother
Aunt
Sister
Grand Daughter
Friend
Foe
Abused
Survivor
Beautiful
Adultress
Liar
Teacher
Merciful
Scared
Business Owner
Successful
A Failure
Faithful
Courageous
Wrong
Right
Sad
Funny
Goofy
Lost
Stupid
Smart
Confused
Broken
Driven
Pursued
Grieved
Betrayed
Widowed
Divorced
Homeless
Loved
Hated
Even though I’ve been all of these and more, I’ve come to realize that some of these things will never change … they define a part of who I am…
As I sit here and get to watch yet another sunset … a gift that costs nothing … I am in awe of the God that created everything I see!
If today was my last day here on earth I would want you to know that there is ONE THING… that will never change, despite my imperfections, achievements, and titles… I am loved and pursued by a God that loved me at my worst… and knowing that, believing that in the core of my being gives me courage and hope!
Despite of everything I’ve Been.. all I want to soak in, is that I’m free in His love to be a daughter of the King of King’s… THAT will never, ever change!
Today instead I’ve Been… I’m gonna soak in who “I am” in that LOVE!
It is hard to believe that one year ago I wrote this sitting all by myself on the beach in Florida, soaking in the reality that I had just made a move across the country. And today, a year later I am so thankful that I made that move.
What is something that you need to let go of in order to BE here right now in this moment?
Sending you love from Florida,
Jennifer